Probably isn't much of an 'update'.  But whatever, I haven't been writing a thing. Surprise... not at all. I knew it would happen. Though I wish it wouldn't. Anywho.. here goes it.

I wonder sometimes if I'm the only person in the world who can deal with things without exploding.. or if I'm abnormal for being this way. Probably not..Though it seems most people run away. but I just stay.  All the time. I am concrete in the softest form.

Everybody's desperate.  Where does it [love] come from if it isn't desperation.  How or why else would you want it otherwise.
--my sister said this.. and I find it to be quite true.

I don't, nor have I ever, really felt the need to hightail it when in a trying situation..I can't say that with absolute positivity, but I really don't think I can remember many instances where I have.  I don't know why, but I guess I've just never deemed it necessary to do so.  Maybe it's because I can't physically run at all anymore so it's reflecting the emotional side of myself.  Hah.. yes, I'll go with that.  It's the only 'logical' thing I can make it out to be.
[[Breathes]]
Hmm..

On a completely different topic, one that will probably contradict previous statements, I want to shoot the fuckers living above us. I want to shoot them in the eye.
My parents are in for a few days and the people upstairs haven't been making noise for the past month. Very odd. But sure enough, as soon as we get company they're at it again. I swear...my foot will meet their throats.

Yeah..I have no idea where this journal is/was supposed to be going. I really don't have anything to update with other than school being school and time consuming and frustrating and stressful and wonderful all at the same time. I'm doing well in 2 out of the whole 3 courses I'm doing.. though I could be doing much better. I hate that.  Registration time is coming up again. I can't quite figure out where the last 3 months have gone. Can someone inform me if they have an answer? That'd be greeeeeeatttt.
Christmas. Christmas is coming. AGAIN. I bought and assembled a cute little 4 foot pre-lit tree tonight. It's adorable and I can't wait to start decorating it. This is by far the earliest time I've ever started to decorate for Christmas. I blame Christina for it all. <3 We're both ridiculously excited and can't wait to start watching the amazing Christmas classics..
Okie doke.. wow, I'm debating whether or not to post this. It just consists of a bunch of random thoughts.. whatever. Abrupt ending or not I really need to post SOMEthing this time or it may not happen again for another 800 years.

I'm really not fond of hidden cherries, from the centers of black forest cakes, revealing themselves to my teeth (and much dismay) when i least expect it.  Curse them all.   Carolyn shall eat the ones that i manage to remove beforehand.

Okay..! So i'm really doing a terrible job at updating every day as i said i would do.. though i knew it wouldn't last.  I couldn't even get a week in..good Lord.  Oh well.. i'll try.. i really will.                          >_>................<_<

So day 1 of MUN happened today.  Even though i had a grand total of one class the entire day (English) it went pretty well and i had a good time.  I found out i'm taking it with a girl i know from home so that should make it a little easier.  And i'm pretty sure i can speak for Christina when i say she had a FANTASTIC day.  MUN, i'm fairly certain, is dyke central.  So her eyes were having a field day.. After English i went with Christina to her Psych class and sat in for the hour because i had nothing to do and i enjoy Psychology a lot.  So i sat in.  I didn't care. ^_^ Rebel? I believe so.
Anyways, after that we relaxed at her place and FINALLY watched The Con......... which, to the people who read this and will understand, totally baffles me.  It took us 5 months to watch the full thing together.  So yeah.. if you know us, it's pretty pathetic.  Given we're both hardcore Tegan and Sara fans this should have happened ages ago... Annnnywho, i'm off to sleepyland. I'm going to make an honest effort at going to bed at a decent hour this year.  My body won't be able to handle it otherwise...as i write this i'm falling asleep.. so yeah. I am signing off for tonight..

cheerio,
d

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One of the many reasons i love postsecret.

And so ends a very lovely vacation..i would have said "another" but i think this is the only actual one that i've ever taken.  If you can consider it a vacation while not getting paid.. oh well, i'll survive.  Personally,  i value my sanity a little more.
I have managed to acquire a nice sun burn to go along with it.  i find it kind of bizarre because i cannot remember the last time i didn't do anything besides tan. it's my thing. i just tan. -_- And to everyone else seeing me it doesn't look painful at all. and it isn't, it's just when i go to scratch i'm all "niihhhhh..!!! >.<" So it's not a whole lot of fun. But i am enjoying the fact that i'm not quite as ghostly looking.

So...i leave Noelle once again.  They went to Gander today and i would have gone along but i was afraid i'd miss my bus back in town.  I was originally going to stay until Sunday but i figured i wanted the day in st. john's before i went back to work to kind of.. i guess get my mind in order.  We got to relax, though..and we went to the beach and watched a movie and just hung out together so it was nice.  Although i'm really disappointed i didn't get to go to Salt Water Pond.. the only time that made sense for all of them was to go next week.  But alas, i have to work.  Nothing new there.  So.. that really sucks.. but..it has to happen next year for sure.
I enjoyed seeing Logan, Xander and Lily, too, her nephews and niece. They're growing up so fast and they're so cute i can squat the shit out of them.  Lily looks completely like a younger version of Noelle.  But then again, i see that in a lot of little girls lately that i see around randomly.  But given they're blood related it makes a little more sense for her to resemble Noelle. ha.  Whenever kids try to say my name, it always, without fail, comes out as Daniel.  For whatever reason, they cannot seem to be able to pronounce the "yell".  Funny stuff.
I may possibly do a picture post in the near future.

At the moment, i'm in the midst of scanning some old photos of myself to show Christina, Stephen and Dana.. haaaaa. that's a good time.  It's only a few hours until i have to leave to catch the bus in Gambo.  So i'll only get a few done this trip.. but w/e, i'll probably get some more done during Christmas if i feel so inclined. maha.

For right now, i have to go and get a camera cord back to my friend in Wesleyville and then come home and pack.  Yayyy for boring lj postsss..!!

So long for now,

D

OOO!! BUBBLE WRAP!!

I believe i need to start making posts.  Even if i never have anything to update with, i should always leave some form of documentation of what i did in my day. My super exciting and eventful days. Though i wouldn't necessarily get my hopes up. :)  I realized, though, that if i don't at least do this much, i won't have a whole lot to look back on in the future..and that will be sad.  However, i am going to make an honest effort to stick to my word with this.